I havn't 'blogged' in a while. It could be because I have started a diary, it's lovely.
Urmmm well, I feel really alone from my friends because I just don't feel like I fit in and I know that I wont see many people over the holidays because I'm so shy to ask them and also no one ever asks me. It's mainly my fault though. I hate being shy.
I went to the library today and saw one of my friends there and she is the only person I know that has a diary too! It made me feel like less of a loser because it's somewhere, where you are able to express yourself and then can read back on how you feel and your theories of things. I usually just put some scrap peices of writting in but I want to remember my experiences on life.
I don't know life is confusing at the moment, I don't feel like I'm in the right spot...