untitled

It's been a full year since I've had depression
Don't want to go back

Happy Place

Me in my happy place, Venice and Chinque Terre.

Goals

I finally set out dailey goals for myself. I thought to go to the hair dressers and I did, after a year. Then I willingly caught a bus by myself, which is a once in a blue moon thing.
Doing those things makes me feel more independent. I'm sick of having to rely on my mum for everything and it makes me feel bad.

Also in the past couple of days, I had my formal. Every one looked so handsome and pretty. Felt like a ghost against all the tans : The DJ was sixty and had Crocodile Dundee accent. The school spent a good $4 on that guy. I spent most of my night permanently damaging my feet and waiting in the line for photos, then when I finally got them the photographer made me do weird poses. Oh god, they're going to send them to my house!

Then the after party, I was happily getting a lift to Stephs house with Josh - Nawww his mum is lovely! When I got there got changed into stephs Eminem top : and some TINY purple pants. Oh god they hurt. Then every one decided to leave and go to another party, including Steph. Then I ended up getting a lift with Christian and Jess to the party and the cops came. So I just when home and fell asleep. Best sleep of my life.

Fuckkkkkk

How do you tell someone something thats going to change them?
I need to get something off my chest soon but I don't know how or when. I need the perfect moment, place, mood. Sounds like I'm trying to make some one have sex with me...
I hate giving bad news. I know they wont take the news well.
Fuck it!

:)

Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy.

I'm on cloud nine, Thanks to Jake.

Hide

Have you ever just wanted to hide from every one? Turn off your phone and not care about whats happening in the world.

Life would be so easy that way but sooner or later it would catch up with you. Every time some thing goes right the world turns it around and fucks you over. It may not be something huge, it could be something that you gradually go into.

Sick

Why do I always get sick when the weather is nice.
The world is teasing me. Fucken telemarketer just called and made me waste energy to run to the phone. Maybe it's karma for something...

Blogging Philosophy

Reading peoples blogs is like listening to a Philosopher.
Reading every bodies theories and how they look at life.